David Thomas tells the story of his brother’s struggle against the inner tyranny of schizophrenia — its harshness, its darkness, its devastation. From Édouard’s sudden death to the happier years, he traces the origins of the bond he shared with his older brother, a bond that helped shape who he is. He wonders: how can he write this story without betraying it, without embellishing it? He writes to reach Édouard. To find him again.